continue to fight urges With all my might I wanted him again

it was raining outsideThe wind shook the treesI shivered so coldThe knocking of my kneesGrabbed his attentionAs he offered to drive me homeHe was a good friend of mineOne I've always toldMy deepest feelings toMy thoughts and dreamsBut my feelings for him alteredDeep within our relationship's seamsSo as we made our way to my home Safely we arrivedI told him calmly, warmlyTo come insideI went to change my clothes And returned to findHis half naked body Soon sitting next to mineWe talked for a bitLaughed some tooBut he knew what I wantedI just didn't know what to doHe leaned in slowly and And cupped my face in his handOur lips met softly And I placed my hand on his pantsI told him I was nervousThis was my first time you seeBut as he gently kissed my neckHe told me he'll take care of meHe lifted meAnd placed me on the bedI ran my fingers through his hairGrabbed his headHe kissed right beneath my navalAs his fingers traced the lining of my underwearHe kissed even closer to my spotIn my eyes he staredHis lips touched my lower lipsAnd I let out a moanI've never felt anything like thisI felt I was in a zoneHe buried his face in my crotchMy back arched in pleasureI wanted him so muchHis loving I will treasureSoon he stopped as I began to climax as I began to comeThe moment arrived for him to stick his member in meHe knew I wanted someI wrapped my legs around his waist His arms supported my headHe told me to breathe and close my eyesI did what he saidHe slide so smooth into meI let out a screamCould this be happening?Is this a dream?His breathe was heavy in my earAs our bodies moved up and downAlthough I tried not toI continued to make soundsHe told me that I can comeHe slammed harder into me yetMy nails continued to dig into his backWe both began to sweatHe went faster and faster I couldn't breathe Faster and fasterHis body heavy weight on meDeeper and deeper he wentWe both began to get loudWe made noises loud enoughTo draw crowdsHe put his hands gently around my throatAnd he threw his head backA couple more thrusts and just like that I cameI came so so hardMy vagina was redI saw starsMy first timeIncredible you seeEven more so because nowWe are marriedHe was my first and lastAnd on that rainy nightWhen my underwear were soaking wetAnd my emotions gave me a fight I had love on another degree EntirelyAnd as he kissed my lipsI knew it would forever beMe and heAnd as we lay in bed His arms wrapped around me so tight I continue to fight urges With all my might I wanted him again And I needed it now But I was to shy to ask himI just didn't know howSo instead I climbed on top of him And kissed his neck I was so scaredA nervous wreckI wanted to make him feelAs good as he made meHe was my love And he was crazy about meI continued to kiss his neck And told him now it's my turnAlthough on the receiving end Some lessons I did learnI loved him passionatlyAnd as we messed up the bed sheetsIt was just me and he